My Secrets

• I sleep all the time.
• I regret what happened between us and if I could go back 4 years and do it again, I would.
• Sometimes I think about all the men in my past and I am ashamed. I was reckless and searching for love.
• I don't walk my dog nearly as far as I should.
• I say a prayer every night before I go to bed asking for health, family and happiness.
• I hate doing laundry
• Every time I drive down my street and see my garage, I get disappointed when your car isn't there.
• I need the beach. I need to see the sunset on the boardwalk.
• I day dream constantly.
• I always think there is somebody better than me out there.
• I constantly feel like I am being lead on.
• Some of my most favourite memories include crying.
• I don't know if I'll ever be able to have a normal relationship. I am unable to trust men.
• I enjoy silence for small amounts of time. No more than one hour though please.
• I like being busy. It makes me feel wanted and needed.
• I can't stand rude people.
• I feel like I always need to prove myself
• I constantly need reassurance that I am loved and wanted.
• I miss the phone calls, msn messages and random run-ins from my care-free days.
• I miss my grandma and my Nannie so much. I only wish to make an impression on somebody like they did on me.
• I MISS YOU