It broke my heart to hear your voice today. God, I miss the person I know you to be. It seems so simple to me, just be that person you know you can be and everything will be alright. But you can't, for whatever reason.

What really confuses me was that you had already moved on. You refused to come see me, you didn't invite me down. You made plans and broke them with me. You didn't make me feel welcome or wanted. You never called. You took hours to respond to my text messages. You were talking with your ex girlfriend and defending her when I tried to talk to you about it. You were trying to find another girl or girls to make you happy. You pushed me away. You had moved on already and I was hanging on by my fingernails.

So why are you so upset now? You didn't want me. You should be happy... you finally got your wish. I'm gone. No more daily messages bothering you. Your weekends are free to drink with your buddies and sleep in. You can speak to whoever you want, whenever you want without worrying about me finding out. You can bring any girl you want back to your house and show it off. You don't have to worry about Lexie's hair getting everywhere. Your house will remain in perfect condition.

So why are you so upset? I don't get it.
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Every time I hear this song I picture you saying the words to me.

Already Gone. By Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted, now all our memories are haunted. We were always meant to say goodbye.

Even with our fists held high, it never would've worked out right. We were never meant for do or die.

I didn't want us to burn out. I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop.

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road someone's gotta go. And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better but I want you to move on so I'm already gone.

Looking at you makes it harder but I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry.

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in. Perfect couldn't keep this love alive.

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go... I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road someones gotta go. And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better but I want you to move on so I'm already gone.

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong, There's no moving on so I'm already gone.