I feel like something inside me has died. I'm completly numb.

I'm foolishly hoping this is all a dream and that I'll wake up happy again. I want it to work. I've tried so damn hard to make it work.

Why can't you just be a good person? What you do, and what you say affects me, negativly and positively because I'm supposed to be your other half. The woman you love. What is so hard to understand about that?

I feel like a failure because it didn't work. I would give anything to make it right again. I just can't picture me, without you.