It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach. Feels like your heart stopped beating. Feels like that dream, you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control.

I cant trust anything anymore. No one is who they say they are.



My life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of this whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break my heart like that again.