I'm drowning in myself. I've taken on the impossible task of balancing three part time jobs, attempting to complete a full year course in 3 months and to find some time for myself. Something has to give. And lately it's been myself. Money has taken over everything. I'm going to change that.

I got a promotion which will allow me to drop down to two jobs. I'm fed up with the 2nd job and I think my time there is quickly running out.

I'm not upset, I'm not busy, just overwhelmed. I feel like there is no stopping. I'm constantly running around in circles. I need to break away and concentrate on something other than customer serivce. I need a place where I can be rude and unfriendly if I want to be.

I'm craving my cottage. I've been up once this year. I need to be near the beach and the sun and the heat. I can't stand being pent up inside of a huge concrete box with unforgiving lighting and the constant flow of customers.

I'm complaining a lot, but I'm making changes to my life. And this time next week, hopefully I'll be stress free and laying on the beach. Hopefully.