Wipe Your Mouth, You Still Have A Little Bit Of Bullshit On It.

Today I am terrified. Terrified that I might fail. If I fail, I know I can take the test again, but what will that prove? That I need to do things twice to get it right?

Many of my friends have had to take this test more than once to pass. Some don't care. I care. Driving is what I love to do. It controls my life. I love to drive fast and slow, I love to drive with the windows down on a nice day, I love to drive standard, and I just love to drive- the freedom.

My test is at 1 today.. 2 hours to go. What if I get a grouchy old lady who doesn’t like my Jeep? Or what if I get somebody who doesn’t really care and doesn’t challenge me. What if I don't do it right because I'm too nervous? What if some jerk cuts me off? I'll just have to get back up on that pony and ride again- try it again.

Until then, I'm terrified.