You tell me everything will be alright, I'll feel better in the morning.
Right now I have you to hold onto
But I'm holding onto something more.
Something indescribable.

Laying with your arms wrapped around me made me feel so safe.
Safe enough that even my alcohol ridden body couldn't hurt me.
To feel your hands on me, rubbing up and down my back. I want to go back to that moment.
You found a sweet spot. When your rubbed it my body shuddered. You laughed and did it again.

I moaned and your grip tightened.
Why do you always want what you can't have?
You told me that you feel it too. But what is it?
One of life's many mysteries!