A Good Man is Hard to Find
Or a Hard Man is Good to Find?

The age old question. I haven't been able to figure it out yet.
I can see both sides of the argument; both have their set backs and bonus'.
A good man is so hard to find. People put on fronts and sometimes once you figure it out, it's just too late. I am my own worst enemy. I am chronically attracted to the typical "bad boy"; you know who I'm talking about. The guys who are too cocky for their own good, the ones that don't care if you care or not. The ones that let you in just a little bit to give you some hope then slam the door. They are the sex gods, the ones that could probably have sex for a living. They are always horny and will do as many girls as humanly possible.
The Good man will treat a lady right. He will be devoted to her and will want to take care of her, regardless if she wants it or not. He is trustworthy and honest. He is hard to find.
I want a guy to be devoted to me, to want to be with me. But relationships can a bunch of bullshit. You get so involved that you forget about the rest of your life. I've been there before, when all you can think about is that person and when you fight it feels like your life is over. I don't want that to happen to me again.
So the appeal of a casual friend is there, a traditional 'bad boy' who is really only good for one thing. This relationship gives both of you your freedom, but still satisfying your needs. But who wants to share a guy? We all know that he's probably with more than one woman. You don't get the love and tenderness with a casual friend than you do with a steady partner.
It just seems like trading bullshit for bullshit.