The intense flirtation has been there as long as I've known you; almost 4 years now. We always make plans to go out for coffee or see each other at the bar, and we talk about sex and the tension grows but we've never done anything about it.

We had plans to chill this time, they fell through. I was very disappointed but I figured that it wasn't meant to be, and I'd have to wait another year for a chance. My girls dragged me out to the bar the next night. They said it would be good for me. If they only knew...

Within 10 minutes of arriving, you were walking toward me through the crowd. I got butterflies. For the first time ever, I was nervous with you. Your hands slipped around my waist and our cheeks touched. You apologized for standing me up the night before and told me I looked great. I pulled back and looked into your eyes and smiled. Your buddy caught your attention and you told me you had to go but you would be back. You leaned in toward me and your lips touched my cheek. I knew at that moment that I was going home with you.

As soon as you let me go, I grabbed my friend and told her how much I wanted you. She told me to go for it.

I saw you on the dance floor later with 2 other girls. I tapped your back to let you know I was there. Your hands instantly wrapped around my body and I knew you were all mine. We talked, and grinded and the whole time I couldn't help think about how amazing this night is going to be. You didn't disappoint. You played right into my needs and invited me home with you. I thought I had you hooked.

I floated around the dance floor, but never being out of sight of one another. Always finding each other again after a couple songs. Just as I thought, we left together. After I dropped my friends off we headed to your place. Being alone with you felt surprisingly natural. I was excited but relaxed. We lay together, we talked, and we connected. This is the kind of relationship I've been wanting from you for a long time. As you were falling asleep I told you I was leaving. You tried to convince me to stay the night, but I've never done that before and it scared me.

Maybe next time...
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Addicted

It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me...
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me,
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now...

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
- Kelly Clarkson