On Procrastination and Boy Toys
Procrastination is everybody’s best and worst friend. It appears as if students can't wait to spend time with procrastination, and although they have work to do, they set the work aside to be with procrastination. We all know that the more a person procrastinates; the potential for a bad mark grows. But we all do it. Just as I am right now. See, I could be studying for my exam in an hour, or maybe for my exam tomorrow morning, but no, I'm sitting here chillin with my best buddy.
I never realized the lengths that a person will go to, to 'hint' to somebody that they are interested. When I was at home a friend from high school came by. Some people would call him my boy toy; I just call him my friend. I felt bad at the end of that encounter because I had the feeling that he wanted something more emotionally from me. But I don't have that kind of emotions for him. He hinted that he likes to have long term commitments, but seriously here; we live in different cities, 2 hours away from each other, we had a chance in high school and I shot you down then, what would make anything different now? Now this guy is amazing with his hands and this is possibly the only reason I'm keeping him around. I feel so bad, but he's making it so easy to get what I want and leave! That doesn’t make me a bad person... does it?
Okay, I have to go write this exam now, and I pray that I pass this course! It’s soooo boring!! lol okay, enough procrastinating, lets get back to the real world!
Good luck on exams everybody!
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Tell him you don't feel the same way. By not saying anything, you're leading him on.
Why is it that the only boys who show us attention are the one's we're not interested in?
I wish I knew that answer Em.. I wish I knew!
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