Random Thoughts of the week

I often go through my day without saying one nice thing to anybody. Weather it is because I'm just so caught up in my own life that I don't notice what is going on around me, or because I'm in a cynical mood. For the past couple weeks I've been doing an experiment to see if I can pay attention and say at least one good thing to a person I've just met or to a stranger. This has forced me to become aware of my surroundings and in the end; it has made me feel better about myself. The other day I was in line at Second Cup and I saw this girl was a beautiful jacket on. Regularly I wouldn't say anything, but I stopped her and told her that I loved her jacket and I asked her where she got it. Her reaction to my comment was a huge smile and then she complimented me on my shoes. _____________________________________________
Last night at football practice we were divided into our different groups and we started to learn our specific positions. Right tackle on the OLine What What! That’s right; Princess Kelly is going to tackle big girls! This should get interesting! Our coach was amazing! He went through all the different places we should be standing and had each of us tackle him so he could show us exactly where we should be grabbing and how to move our feet. He had us all line up behind eachother at the beginning and had the other girls watch as each of us tackled him. The girls watching would clap and give each other high-fives when we did it right. What a boost that was, to know that I did it right and that the other girls support me. I was worried when I started this that the other girls would be butch and would actually know the game. The coaches really made it easy to get into the game and to get excited. So thank you to my coaches! You guys are awesome! ___________________________________________
I've been so lax about school work lately, it's actually starting to stress me out because I just don't care! I called my mom this afternoon to tell her about my week and to tell her what is going on this week, and I had a little panic attack because I have so many tests and I didn't really cared about them. She basically said that I chose this life for myself and that if I want I can pull out of school and go work for my parents. Well if that isn't incentive enough to stay in school! I was defiantly more stressed about working for my dad than I was about school. ______________________________________________ "Oh my god he's so cute. He's big and tall and beautiful!"
"wow he sounds so much like your type!"
"Yeah, he's SO cute!"
"I think we established that already"
"Yes but he's so incredibly cute!"
"Oh god Kelly, your crazy"
"ha ha ha, Did I mention that he's cute??"