The Rain of Crap Never Ends

This morning I cried uncontrollably. Today, my life changed. Not because of one specific thing, but because of everything.
Today I found out that my credit card has been ‘compromised’ and there's nothing I can do about it. Meaning that somebody has been using my credit card number without my permission. I now have to go spend hours in the bank trying to figure this out, instead of spending hours in the library studying.
Today, my ex boyfriend finally rejected me. After 2 years, he has finally said no, he loves his girlfriend too much. I am so proud of him, but at the same time, I feel stupid. You cheated on me with her, why couldn't you have realized how much you loved me and told her no 2 years ago? Maybe this is what I need to finally move on.
Today, I looked at my finances and realized that I need to do something drastic, and that covering the bills for my house isn't as much fun as it's cracked up to be. I'm quickly sipping into debt.
I called my Mom because I needed to hear her voice. For some reason, it was the most comforting thing I've heard all year. I miss her so much. Whenever I go home, it's always so busy and I never get one on one time. She doesn’t know how to treat me anymore. I'm stuck somewhere between a child and an adult; not quite either.
This morning as I was getting ready, the tears just streamed down my face. I ignored them. I took a shower, got dressed, and did my hair and make-up with a continual stream of tears streaked down my face. I'm sitting here, ready to take on the day, but wanting to crawl up into a ball in my bed and cry until I can't feel my body anymore.
Today I realized that I am lonely. My friends have started to find happiness with somebody else. Somebody they can confide in and tell all their secrets too. I just have this keyboard and monitor, and my stuffed cow Moo. Somehow, it's not as comforting as I wish it would be.
I need to change, I need to be strong. I need to stop crying.